Death

Since I have gotten older I have noticed death. When I was little it didn't seem like there ever was any deaths. My great aunt Dana passed she had lugarics disease. She couldn't eat and slowly died. It was so sad because she lived far away so I didn't get to see her very much. She was one of those people that made you feel so good about anything around her. She just made your heart squeeze. I miss her everyday. My cat Emmy Lou got liver disease and couldn't hold food down either. She was so sick we didn't expect her to leave us so soon. She was a really really mean cat but you couldn't help but love her. She had a personality which is crazy for cats. She was so cute and I'm pretty sure she had no idea she was a cat not a human. Miss her everyday too. Yesterday my cousins uncle passed away with lung cancer. He wasn't even that old I don't know how my aunt is dealing with it. So so sad I hope everything works out with the family. My grandma was just admitted to the hospital yesterday because she couldn't hold food down either and kept pucking. They are pretty sure its just a clog gage of infected fluid, but it might be a tumor. But I know its not the gods and angels wouldn't do that to our family after all of this already. They are going to get a big needle and suck it all out today hopefully.